Friday, June 03, 2011
{ 7:15 AM }
thought i applied for a facilitator job, but got called to be assistant facilitator. if you think it's ok, may i add that assistant facilitator is a role that is not paid and does all the sai kang. that was what happened on the first day though. it became much much more fun on the second day and it made me kind of miss the camp. hope that i will be given an opportunity to go for a few more camps if not another camp in this holiday, but as a facilitator of course (best if i can go with my friend again, hehee). i was lucky to have my friend with me. i think it would be so awkward if she wasn't with me. it was especially so on the first day..gosh. it all felt like a dream..i was thankful that we were allowed to stick together and got attached to a group like finally. and the people there kind of took care of us:D thank god for the blessings!
went for kbox with hafidza, jiayu and sara at hougang. that kbox was nice and comfortable and we really enjoyed ourselves. all the shouting and stuff. hahaa! first time i really shout my heart out and sang so much. one word: nice. after that we went to tampines for koi/gongcha and walked walked to search for jiayu's swim suite. this reminds me that i really need to go swimming soon! what an enjoyable day it was yesterday:)
why doesn't people stick to their promises?:( maybe you forgot or what, but i remember what you said ok? and i'm so disappointed with you. well, it made me see how i shouldn't always trust your words. and besides, promises are meant to be broken right.
i have to start to build up my courage. next monday i will call up those daycare centres and see who can allow me to sit in to observe their kids. the reason why i haven't done it is because i am afraid of rejection-.-" lame reason right, since the prof say that most centres are quite friendly. but what if they don't allow me to go and sit it? then i'll be so embarrassed..it's ok though, since it's all on the phone. so as you can see, this is the fight that has been going in my head for the past few days and it's stopping me from actually doing it. jiayou theo!
i cannot deny that what she said reminded me of him. why is it always like that. i imagine the good times we shared and i'll feel guilty again. sigh..if only i wasn't so mean..